michaerawr:

I don’t plan on rekindling lost friendships. There was a reason why they forgot about me and vise versa. If they never had time for me back then, I sure as hell won’t make time for them now. I’m not mad, sad, or happy. I just don’t see a purpose. If the friendship was so memorable, in terms of all the things we did, doing it all over again wouldn’t make it as special.

michaerawr:

That one person you’ll always manage to forgive. No matter what they did wrong or what they did to hurt you, you’re always going to find yourself forgiving them. Regardless if they deserve it or not, you’re willing to give them a second chance anyway because they mean so much to you. Sometimes I just hate how easily I could forgive someone sometimes when they’ve done nothing but walk all over me.

michaerawr:

I don’t get how some guys do it. How can you live with yourself knowing that you broke a girl’s heart? Knowing you drastically changed her. Knowing you repetitively hurt her over and over again. And what’s worse is when you blame it all on her saying that she “pushed you away”. All she wanted was to be happy with you because she loves you, and all you did was fill her head with lies that you loved her back. How can you do that?

michaerawr:

to stay quiet and say nothing. It’s easier to keep all my troubles, worries, and thoughts in my head than to express them. Most of the time I just can’t put them into words. Sometimes it’s because I just don’t want to deal with the judgemental people; or because I don’t want to bother anyone with my problems, knowing that they’re going through their own problems as well.

michaerawr:

I love those type of friendships that don’t require a lot of effort. We may not see each other as much as we want to or talk as much as we used to, but it doesn’t change the fact that we’re friends no matter what. They can do their own thing and I can do mine. What’s important is that whenever we do see each other again, we can pick up right from where we left off without making it awkward. Any friendship that works out like that is a friendship worth having.　

michaerawr:

I honestly don’t find Tumblr all that interesting anymore. Same shit on my dash every day. Go on, blog about my day/thoughts, scroll through a couple posts to have a laugh here and there; really gets old. I don’t get how some people can stay on here for hours on end. At least I actually have a life now that I have limited the amount of time I spend on this site.

michaerawr:

You could say it’s second nature to me. I never fully can believe in myself or others. I always think I’m just getting my hopes up and making myself vulnerable. I rarely get in relationships because when I actually like a guy, I get all insecure and start to doubt myself and I can never make up my mind about things because I’m afraid to make the wrong choice. I’m constantly at war with myself and it’s probably my biggest drawback.